NO ONE SHOULD EVERY SEE THIS.
Have regrets in my life when im only 19.
Maybe it;s cause im home that cause this emotional feel.
iI don't even know it myself.
But just that i just saw Canoe's pic that was being uploaded.
That how i wished i could be there, together , with them.
That i miss being with all of you guys, being as what you guys said earlier, a family.
IM REALLY MISSING ALL THAT,
It might seem ridiculous but, i miss the torture, the harsh training, then times i used to grumble about almost everything, the punishments when i know we didn't even do wrong at times, the bus rides we took together cause we wanna buy things together.
In just simpler words, i miss you.
I somehow regretted me quitting canoe but i hated more and regretted more that why i couldn't cope my time well so that i could have the time to spare to be in this ig..
I didn't regret joining netball and im not blaming it, im regretting why didn't i did better and get into unity sec, so i would not have torn my ligament,.
Or why did i even wanna get that freaking ball when i didn't have to?
WHY?
SO MANY FUCKING WHYS IN MY LIFE AND I HATE IT.
IF THUS IF THAT, IF I, IF YOU.
SERIOUSLY, STOP BLAMING EVERYTHING ELSE.
CAUSE YOU'RE THE ONE WHO HAD THAT CHOICE.
ATGH.
I feel like im about to explode.
Save me.
I REGRETTED NOT CARRY ON PROBING YOUR WHISPER, WHAT IS IT ALL ABOUT.
I SWEAR IM DYING TO KNOW IT WELL,
I DONT KNOW.
I don't know if i did or i do like you but all i know is you never wanna talk to me again
i mean, come on, most probably youre really at fault that day but, i still do wanna know the answer.
reply? please? just once?
Otherwise i guess i will never get over it. REALLY.. ever.
fcuk
♥You're all I ever wanted ♥ :D
