Have you ever had a feeling before?
A feeling of someone so close to you but yet at the same time so far from you?
Well, this is how ii feel now.
Was in the same bus as you today.
I was actually kinnda standing beside you.
Your like just right beside me but ii felt like your a hundred miles away.
I really dislike this feeling.
Feeling of depressed, sad, enguished? Whatever.
I dont know.
Too much happened lately ba.
I really miss you.
Miss this friend, alot.
The times we spent talking on the phone for hours and hours.
Teasing me, bullying me, comforting me everytime ii cry, shared joy and problems together too.
All these times ii will never forget.
Will you?
Now, ii got a feeling like ii lost a friend.
Like the one and only friend ii can share everything with.
I lost it once and you knew who was it that broke my heart.
And now, your the second one.
But you told me to be strong, to learn how to let go of things.
Im trying, now.
Although you know ii get emotional at times.
Like now, this very moment.
Today, a 3rd friend left me.
Left to overseas to study.
Knew you since sec 1.
Your crazy, fun, bully, strong on the outside but not on the inside.
Memories keep flashing back and forth in my mind today.
Memories of how me, you, noel and yeewan spend recess together,
pulled all of us to take photos.
the time where you and yeewan bought a cake and came to surprise me early in the morning.
Times when ii broke you heart by cutting myself and you came to scold me,
saying its stupid and if ii cut, so will you.
Your a really good friend of mine.
I will miss you alot.
BON VOYAGE!
I will never forget you ever.
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Hving feelings sucks.
Hate realitys.
Cant all stories end like a fairytale?
I would really love to know.
Labels: alot., I will miss you
♥You're all I ever wanted ♥ :D
