Who are you.
Well, who still runs a blog these days.
Ha.
The blog you read are all left there to rot right?
Mine's really on the brim to.
Started this in 07? Geesh. That's like 6 years ago?
Times really changed now, everything does.
It's not directed to anyone or whoever in general.
Friends?
What are they?
They really seem like people who entertains you while you're together, and after that?
They're gone.
To their own life, growing life.
Some friends you thought you really could talk to? Well, most of them just treat you like some passer-by, but i guess with a stronger bond.
Like you're just someone that you could pour everything out to, then give your suggestions and bye.
That's it.
The quarrels? Misunderstandings? Ain't all that childish when you think of it.
But i still don't know why though. Is it that tough to talk it out? Afraid that I'll eat you?
I might be wrong, cause no one's is completely right in fights but if no one tells you, how are you gonna know?
I might talk without thinking, or whatever that i do. People get offended and if I did, Im sorry. But did't you too?
But are you even sorry about it?
But I'm brave enough to be who I am.
I don't want and don't like to be change.
I can, but if that's what you want. then it not me.
I had many friends before.
But not much that stayed.
Like what I've said before. Primary school life has always been my best life.
To be honest, I wasn't myself since Secondary school.
Probably cause I didn't dare to.
Im afraid of changes, or be judged.
I don't know why either but I'm just not me.
Matter of fact, I felt left out. But, i just sticked around there. Probably cause I have no one else? or no where to go?
Have you ever thought about those that helped you?
Where are they now?
Do you, even care?
Sighs.
I don;t know what i'm saying anymore. Too much thoughts running through my mine.
But to those who lied, who said you'll stay, I really hate you.
Cause you may think it's funny but you guys meant something to me before.
I trusted you but you broke it.
There are so many things i couldve done to break things up to you guys.
But I don;t want to.
I don't want to be another you.
The secrets you told me.
I'll remember. Cause the same words are all lies. Big fat ones.
I may not have the perfect life. I'm even envious to see others having a great one.
Like most of my friends say. It really seems like I dont have a life at all.
But i do.
And im really glad i met someone to be myself with.
Completely.
Im glad i found you. Thank you for being there. But i'm just really scared you leave one day too, like everyne else.
Youreallymeanalottomemorethanieverknoworimaginedcauseyoureirreplacable.
♥You're all I ever wanted ♥ :D
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